Friend.S

How should i even start this,

A friend, how would you define such word?

a person i know is a friend.

Fuck yeah.

i met lots and lots of people, from strangers to friends

but in the end, i might only know a few, a couple.

Friends = just people i know

i have different kinds of friends.

1. The people i know Friends

its just people i know, we say hi

we talk about superficial shit and we say bye.

2. The suck-up machine Friends

i have friends that suck up to you,

telling how nice your hair, your dress and shit behind your back

KIss My ARSE!

they do it for the sake of their reputation, thinking they know lots of people,

trying to be nice, flirt with dudes that don't even give a fuck.

just Get the F* off.

3. The used to be really good Friends aka Ex-Best friend

we used to be really good, super good, extremely good

i know i did something wrong in the past

i apologized, i felt awfully sorry.

but i felt that our past friendship doesnt even worth a penny to you

i dont think we know each other anymore

we havent talk since march. it's stupid

in the past, both of us hate each other so bad,

we glare, we mug, we give attitude, we call each other bitch!

its where it all started, all this hatred just dissolved what's left in us.

i wanted us to be good again, but not anymore.

even though we do, its just goes back to normal status.

Although we created lots of memories, lots of sorrows.

but all i cant stop is knowing your life, seeing your profile and stuff.

i wanted to know more about you, and i know you do the same. -sigh-

4.The shopping happy huala Friends aka The Best Friends

we hang out, we play, we shout, we get high, we are like sisters, we stick together

we are really close and stuff,

but not the kind of friends i would bitch out about my feelings

its just the happy ones, no worries.

and each of us have our special one, which leads us to the next one

5. The talking feelings and secret Friend aka The True friend

i have different true friends

i can say i have 2half true friends

No.1 true friend:

we were really good friends at first,

you were always the one that be with me when i'm alone,

we spent stupid time,

walking around the school,

breaking the rules together.

i love the moments, but you were not the one i care the most.

later on, you did something that truly broke my heart, you hurt me deeply.

since that time, i looked like i forgave you,

but i still mind, i cared, and i hated it.

i hated you girl, seriously you are a bitch for god sake.

but you are the only one who knows me deeply, the only one.

you know my everything, exactly everything.

you dont tell others, you always kept my secret,

i always feel comfortable telling you and i trust you.

although we have a tough past,

but you are always the one who hangs out with me even though i came back differently.

i cherish our friendship. ILY

No.2 true friend:

it was kinda awkward being friends with you

you are weird in a way, funny, always kind and loving.

your personality just gives me this feeling of trust.

i tell you my feelings and my sorrows in the new school.

sometimes your personality just bugs me. i'm sorry

although we didnt turn out to be that good anymore,

it all started with TOEFL,

people always says that after arguemens, their relationship improves and they became better

but for my relationship, when it gets bad, it never gets better.

at least we tried. i think we're still Good.

No. half :

i am really close to you, super close

the friend i hang out with most of my time.

i care about you, when you have arguements with her,

i gave you advice, i care about you

i know i might never be the no.1 friend in your heart,

but i'm loyal to our friendship.

i consider you as my half true friend

because we might be super close, but i'm not sure if i tell you my everything

i dont know why i dont tell you my everything,

i just dont. but i care about you alot.

i love being friends with you, its fun.

Thank you for supporting me and giving me lots of encouragements.

Thank you.