Folded
Don't be mad because I said I don't give a Fuck. Be mad because I once did and you were too blind to see.
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Friday, August 19, 2011
i understand that we are great friends and close, but sometimes when you act all emotional and suicidical, how do you expect me to react to your shit. i really do not understand how you feel about your life and the missing piece of it. people say "we roll solo bitches!" so, stop fcuking copy people and their acitons, seriously. i sometimes feel really annoyed and senseless. too much, is like adapting your problems into my life. i cant handle it.
If I Like You,
If I Like You, feel special because...
- i text right away once i get your text
- i answer right away when you call
- i get out of my ways to do something for you
- i only dream about you
- i think about you all the time
- i set my passwords according to you
- i see everything and it reminds me of you.
- i don't see the reason to forget about you
- i don't see the reason why i'm resolute enough to take such acts.
Friday, August 5, 2011
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Monday, July 18, 2011
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Friend.S
How should i even start this,
A friend, how would you define such word?
a person i know is a friend.
Fuck yeah.
i met lots and lots of people, from strangers to friends
but in the end, i might only know a few, a couple.
Friends = just people i know
i have different kinds of friends.
1. The people i know Friends
its just people i know, we say hi
we talk about superficial shit and we say bye.
2. The suck-up machine Friends
i have friends that suck up to you,
telling how nice your hair, your dress and shit behind your back
KIss My ARSE!
they do it for the sake of their reputation, thinking they know lots of people,
trying to be nice, flirt with dudes that don't even give a fuck.
just Get the F* off.
3. The used to be really good Friends aka Ex-Best friend
we used to be really good, super good, extremely good
i know i did something wrong in the past
i apologized, i felt awfully sorry.
but i felt that our past friendship doesnt even worth a penny to you
i dont think we know each other anymore
we havent talk since march. it's stupid
in the past, both of us hate each other so bad,
we glare, we mug, we give attitude, we call each other bitch!
its where it all started, all this hatred just dissolved what's left in us.
i wanted us to be good again, but not anymore.
even though we do, its just goes back to normal status.
Although we created lots of memories, lots of sorrows.
but all i cant stop is knowing your life, seeing your profile and stuff.
i wanted to know more about you, and i know you do the same. -sigh-
4.The shopping happy huala Friends aka The Best Friends
we hang out, we play, we shout, we get high, we are like sisters, we stick together
we are really close and stuff,
but not the kind of friends i would bitch out about my feelings
its just the happy ones, no worries.
and each of us have our special one, which leads us to the next one
5. The talking feelings and secret Friend aka The True friend
i have different true friends
i can say i have 2half true friends
No.1 true friend:
we were really good friends at first,
you were always the one that be with me when i'm alone,
we spent stupid time,
walking around the school,
breaking the rules together.
i love the moments, but you were not the one i care the most.
later on, you did something that truly broke my heart, you hurt me deeply.
since that time, i looked like i forgave you,
but i still mind, i cared, and i hated it.
i hated you girl, seriously you are a bitch for god sake.
but you are the only one who knows me deeply, the only one.
you know my everything, exactly everything.
you dont tell others, you always kept my secret,
i always feel comfortable telling you and i trust you.
although we have a tough past,
but you are always the one who hangs out with me even though i came back differently.
i cherish our friendship. ILY
No.2 true friend:
it was kinda awkward being friends with you
you are weird in a way, funny, always kind and loving.
your personality just gives me this feeling of trust.
i tell you my feelings and my sorrows in the new school.
sometimes your personality just bugs me. i'm sorry
although we didnt turn out to be that good anymore,
it all started with TOEFL,
people always says that after arguemens, their relationship improves and they became better
but for my relationship, when it gets bad, it never gets better.
at least we tried. i think we're still Good.
No. half :
i am really close to you, super close
the friend i hang out with most of my time.
i care about you, when you have arguements with her,
i gave you advice, i care about you
i know i might never be the no.1 friend in your heart,
but i'm loyal to our friendship.
i consider you as my half true friend
because we might be super close, but i'm not sure if i tell you my everything
i dont know why i dont tell you my everything,
i just dont. but i care about you alot.
i love being friends with you, its fun.
Thank you for supporting me and giving me lots of encouragements.
Thank you.
Friday, July 15, 2011
Vegetable Bread
Vegetable Bread,
weird recipe, bread eaten with vegetables inside.
every morning where there's such food in the cafeteria,
you will make your own weird one.
sitting beside you for breakfast is just special,
Hyper sometimes, moody sometimes, too tired sometimes.
At first, i thought the bread was totally weird and gross
slowly, i got influenced by you
i does taste good and Unique.
when you left way ealier before graduation
i miss you, i was sorry about everything before.
i wished i did what i should.
i was so stupid, so fucking Stupid!
anyways, its too late to regret.
i might not be the few important people you know,
but i consider us close in the past, way back past.
Im so sorry. is all i can say.
we will never meet again in this life, we choose out own paths,
and we continue walking on it, no turning backs.
you from far away, me, still here.
Wish you luck.
Vegetable bread, such an unique food, just like you.
my breakfast reminds me of You.
Brand New
I'm starting of my blog brand new, kinda...
i wanted to exactly change the damn blog-address,
but the website wouldn't allow me to do so
So, whatever.
i deleted all the old posts, which i felt like reading it now,
so dumb.
I'm trying to write about my new life, different things,
and bullcrap.
i'm not that kind of person that puts effort on making my blog pretty and hilariously cute,
(no offense)
i guess i express my feelings better in writting,
that's why i continue blogging in a different way.
and doing this consumes my time, which is good
because i am having my summer break and it is Fucking Boring.
Used to think how stupid it is to blog about my day, i used to do that.
Used to.
this blog may contain crap, my stuff, more personal inner things and stuff.
if you are reading this, just stay in reading mode. Seriously.
Thank you.
Have a Nice Day.
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